it's happening again.

it's the next chapter. the circle is folding. people are departing chicago. but this time, i'm staying put. i am losing my grip it took so long to attain. but i have bigger things, now. better stability. good job. good apartment, roommate. boyfriend. feeling of belonging. but still,  i will never forget my friends. the key ingredients that helped me re-find myself that summer of 2009. i love you more than you will ever realize. thank you for helping me be me. angel pelipada, i'm going to fucking goddamn miss you more than you will ever now. goddang silly half intoxicated non-stop tears and bff who make steak dinners and call me out. why does all that is good end. sad face.